I MISS YOU~❤

Enjoy the little things.

2012-02-12T02:20:00.001+08:00

Around the world we see things that are so common and usual in life, we will just take it for granted even though there is a reason for it to be there.

A main reason to keep life as interesting, people who appreciate the little things is as considerate as anyone else.

People who are observant actually pay attention to the beautiful and typical little things.

As zombieland said, Rule no.32 enjoy the little things.

Eg. Blueberries bought by dad from melb, it is shaped as a star. <3

Mix fruit for dessert made by mom. *yums.

The view at 6am is breathtaking, morning and night at once.

Streetlights still on although it's 6 in the morning. :)

The moon in the morning, not many people will take a look at the moon early in the morning.

Although some do pay attention to it, *thumbs up for you guys who did. :)

Breathtaking view which I manage to take early in the morning.

Task on my wishlist, get to see the sunrise before I leave for overseas.

Brenda :)

Keep smiling people, it could make someone's day just by doing that little thing.

Trip back to KL.

2012-02-10T00:20:00.016+08:00

Lovely week to spend in KL for the last few days of Chinese New Year with family and relatives. When it will be a perfect bond with everyone and I get to visit or see them before I leave for my studies overseas.

This year's Chinese New Year could not went as well as it should be cause it went perfectly.

1st week of CNY,

Mildred, my cousin.

Spent time in Sibu for my first week of CNY, to know more details. please refer to previous post. TQ. :)

Before leaving for KL, bak kut teh with the gang.

Nick Lee act cute this. ;)

joking around.

The couple.

Yummy, bak kut teh.

2nd week of CNY, went to KL for shopping and chap goh mei.

Relatives <3

Cousins. :)

The girls.

Hang out with the KL gang, awesome people.

Went to 1U to have breakfast in paddington, house of pancakes.

Yum. Yum. Did I mention, YUM! ;)

Most of the people in the gang. <3

Red velvet in whisk. ;)

Awesome people.

We cool like that. :)

Wearing Smurf and basketball pants of cherilynn's.

Jellybeans from them, Mints from young lady. Thanks guys. ;)

Thank you guys for the best memories to keep and being there to see me.

All the best to you guys and keep in touch, SKYPE people.

Great times spent during this trip, relatives, family and friends.

Nothing gets better than this. :)

All worth waiting since the day I knew I was coming back.

Love them so much, they made my 2011 awesome including people are not in the photo.

You know who you are, going to see you guys soon. Eventually, no matter how. ;)

Brenda

Last day in sibu.

2012-02-01T23:25:00.008+08:00

A usual morning but in need to take a flight to come back to my own hometown.
Spend the day with my relatives, great day to end the last day of the CNY holiday.

Having Oreo Mcflurry in Sibu MCD with my cousin while waiting for time to pass.

Homemade soh mian made by my beloved grandma with lots of love. <3
Can tell by the shape of the mushroom, almost heart shape.

The little kitten I saw outside my grandma's house on the 1st day of CNY.
It's so adorable and tiny. =)

Out of focus picture but decided to put this cause both of us are smiling. =)
On the way to the airport on the last day of the trip.

This year's CNY trip to sibu was great, always want to spend CNY there.
Cause of the spirit of CNY is awesome, fireworks every night.
Boarding passes for this trip, wouldn't know when is the next time I will be back in Sibu.
Miss Sibu and my cousins already. <3
Great 1st 3 days of CNY, with lots of laughter and memories.
Steamboat on the 3rd night of CNY.
Reaching the end of CNY for this year, enjoy chap goh mei on the 6th feb.
Happy Lunar New year people!

Brenda.

Awaiting.

2012-01-16T19:15:00.005+08:00

The future is soon gonna hit everyone on the head so hard, they wouldn't even know what went wrong.
Sorting things out at home, with friends and mostly about UNI.
Partying, spending times with friends and hanging out is mostly temporary to forget to face the real world while it is about to invade your whole life.
Not looking forward to leave my hometown again to a city or state where I need to start from scratch to make new friends.
It worries me, but I have my sister maybe the only person I need.

While I get my plans organised or maybe soon to be organised, spend sometime to do what I love.
On the LIST!
NUMBER 1: Photography

NUMBER 2: Parties

NUMBER 3: Shopping.

lovely dresses <3

Everything just worries me.

Brenda.

Problems.

2012-01-14T07:38:00.003+08:00

No idea what gotten in to me, the late night sleeps I understand but waking up early in the

Morning???

What the heck is wrong with me? Only slept for 3 hours last night and that ain't healthy.

Literally got a heartache just randomly just 1 minute ago.

Need to start Exercising I guess.

A lot in mind all of a sudden causing me to sleep late and no idea what hell of a reason made me wake up so damn early in the morning.

But to all the people out there still asleep, u are living the life.

Brenda.

Never Ever.

2012-01-14T01:00:00.004+08:00

Today has been a good day out of the week although the week is not yet coming to an ending.
Dead tired today, been driving the whole day. LOVE driving, nth against it but it does take a lot of concentration.
Just so tired now, need to wake up early in the morning to grab breakfast with parents.

Sunrise, how many more can I see. Time flies so fast that I regret every single moment if I don't spend my time with people I want to talk or hang out.
So much time but yet so little, not enough for me to actually spend time with.
Appreciated and cherished the time spent when we are all together.
2 years a long time for changes and yet too much time to forget every moment of spending time together.
Although friends for a life time is just the sentence to say and so hard to keep to that.

Every single person, who I wish to spend time with and maybe leave with no regrets.
And bring memories and promises with me when I go to this place where I have no friends and as a stranger there.
I wish all the happy memories in my own hometown that I can bring to somewhere I can not call home which can accompany thru the hard times.
Motivation to be back in a year or maybe 2 years time.
Time for a break.

Brenda

1st birthday of every year.

2012-01-11T01:44:00.008+08:00

The 10th day of the 1st month in every year.
Happy birthday NIGEL CHEE! sorry for the not so surprise birthday surprise but at least we tried??
Next time just play along please. YEAH! u should totally do that.
The cute Polaroid photos I got from his mom's HUGE camera! SO CUTE! =)

CUTENESS OVERLOAD! Love it! <3 who doesn't love Polaroids.
Today was a typical day but better cause I get to see my favorite people in the world.
The gang who I wanna see everyday if I can.
After the surprise party at nigel's, we went to tanjung aru to check out the porpoise whale.

PLEASE HELP IT OUT, It's too adorable to suffer. HOW CUTE CAN A SEA CREATURE BE!!! <3
But too bad that it was too dark to see anything, hopefully it will be alright.
And really hope those who went out there tonight or today are able to help, not just like to check the whale out. PLEASE.
With PRAYERS, help the whale to feel better and let it be on it's way to where it calls home.

Since I didn't get to drink at tanjung aru, made myself a cup of cold horlicks with my sister's cup! <3
Just to chill at home for the rest of the night.
Now I just need to figure out and make sure where I am going for my UNI degree or diploma.
WHATEVER I can call it, cause it really bothers me but still I need to deal with it ASAP!
Thank you, NIGEL CHEE for the presence in my life. A GREAT FRIEND YOU ARE. =)
Happy birthday.

Brenda

Different and differences.

2012-01-05T17:15:00.003+08:00

People define each other based on personality, race, religion and more.
But everybody starts fresh and clean, where everyone's soul is pure.
Different people with different personalities, different from the out and maybe in.

It's like M&Ms, which is referred as different on the outside but same in the inside.

Or maybe like jelly beans which have colours to determine their flavour.
Personalities are how people are differentiated.
Thousands and maybe millions types of personality in this world.
But from the bottom line, be nice to people for a start of a better personality.

Rotting at home and doing nothing.
That's how lifeless I am right now.

Brenda

Moving forward.

2012-01-03T21:11:00.009+08:00

Although last year was a year worth looking back, but stops are not meant to be since time never wait for anyone.
Just looking forward for a great year this year, more wishes made for them to come true.

Maybe a stop by for relaxation or a rest will do good in life but we humans never stop moving forward to achieve our dreams not just in careers but maybe in dreams like miracles.
So never stop believing, just believe in yourself and do it.

Today I start facing my fears and decide about my future, my destiny and maybe my career.
Never in my life I imagine myself working but everybody has to work.

Through the days of holidays, I had fun lots of it.
Since I got back there was Christmas the day of birth of Christ, then there was New years.

Although the countdown was a bit fail, but I was with the gang I love so much.
Now there is 19 more days til Chinese New Year where all the kids love so much.
My childhood visit me once a year during this time of the year!
Cant wait to see my cousins too.

But will miss the gang for CNY like last year.
But I know they will have a great time with or without me.
Lastly, I pray for my sister for safety and health.
The family too with great laughter and health.
All hard times will pass and all will have left is memories and remembrance to remember how hard it was for those times. =)
All the best to my beloved sister, best sister a girl could ever have. *sssshhhhhhh!!! don tell her that. <3
Lots of Love from KK! <3
stay safe and take care! see you in melbby in 2 months?? =)

Brenda

New year, new resolutions and new journey

2012-01-02T14:40:00.006+08:00

As we enter the year of 2012, 2011 will be the year where I learned to be independent in a way and met new friends that would last for a life time.
This new year hopefully it will be as great as the last one, new journey and path set to be explored with new experience to be gained.
Resolutions are made to make this year to be more meaningful then the last one, to be a better person and to live a better life.

New things had been tried since I got back from college life in KL, but hopefully I change for the better.
Sisterhood, it never gets better than this.

This year the only regret is never to achieve good grades as I was suppose to.
Disappointment given to parents and lecturers and mostly myself.
New resolution for this year, start studying hard and smart just for my own sake or maybe my parents.
Hit the books whenever just to catch up, no dramas no movies.
New great friends to end year 2011 and start 2012, friends to keep.

Brenda

In time

2011-11-25T16:07:00.003+08:00

Finish watching in time and it was interesting, not as boring as people think it is.
I like the story line, i bet no one could think of money and life being in time not currencies.
Story plot was amazing as i can say, it is unique in all sense of ways.
Especially cause Justin timberlake was in it, HOTNESS.

As time is money, time is priceless and time means power.
Cause in the current world, time is something money cannot buy.
Just hope that we were in time to watch in time.
I know i wasn't, watched it on9.
LAMENESS!

Brenda.

Leaving one by one.

2011-11-23T15:29:00.002+08:00

With the course ended, friends which is close to you leave one by one.
In different times and different emotions or feelings to leave behind.
My turn will be soon as I finish what I need to be done here and leave with no regrets.
As all my friends will be remembered in mind and be notice or be in touch as long as things remind me of them.
The beautiful side or the ugly side of them, they shall be remembered as we all know friendship is better than a relationship with people are meaningless to you.
Keep that in mind and you will have a great friendship and hopefully treasure if possible.
Don't live in regrets, live to the fullest.

Bren

Await

2011-11-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

Waiting for something to magically appear in life.
Waiting for the special thing someone would do.
Waiting for the time to go back where it all started.
Waiting for the truth to be revealed.
Waiting for the moment where you drop a special tear of joy.

Waiting needs patience as in need of the fulfillment of you expectations.
Time is the key to everything as the cure to every wound that is unseen.
Less expectations means less disappointment, to keep within the hope that you have is no longer valid to the world.

Make it happen, I know you can.
Cause you can do better or deserve better.

Brenda

The ending of a new chapter.

2011-11-19T17:11:00.003+08:00

1 year is not long nor too short, but this year can be the fullest among all 18 years.
Where new friends from different states and different interest join as one.
All the not possible reasons from us to be friends has become all the reasons of us being friends.
Although most of us met for a few days not even weeks, the time just for us to get to know each other was enough to last for a lifetime.
Not enough time spent but still it was worth it, with all the midnight talking and morning chatting when the sky is still dark made loads of difference in life.
Mostly these memories will fade of fast enough but this time I just hope to remember we knew each other for just days but still remember for a lifetime.
All the 1st experience and last memories were made together with all the fun will let our mind have more room for new memories. Happy for a lifetime or maybe just minutes.
Just to remember a laugh or a smile and the time all of us spent together only this year can make it special in a way where others think it is not just a normal night, is where all of us gather together and celebrate without any worries.
This year made my life the most meaningful year ever!
Made my year full with fireworks and sparks! =)

Special year full with special people who are irreplaceable where no one can take their place and where everybody have their special place in someone's heart. <3
This chapter is a new beginning of a new ending.

Brenda

Fantastic, amazing and perfect

2011-11-19T00:06:00.005+08:00

Beautiful words to refer to the night of great memories as prom night was not long ago.
It was this tuesday on 15.11.2011 which felt like it was a long time ago.
The time we spent together and remembering how fun it was to hang out as friends who can talk about anything, anywhere and anytime.
Had the night of my life, met new friends remember recent ones and old ones.
Friends the more you make not the better but no harm unless they intend to hurt you in anyway or as a friend we are not suitable to be.
If not there will be always new ones to come but never forget the old ones where they are there whenever you need them.
NEW ones or OLD ones, appreciate them as they are. FRIENDS.
With a sparkle of fate and a little common interest this leads to new friendships.

The class which have loads of awesome people who you will have to meet in life. =)
and the new people you haven't have enough time to spend with.
Leaving a little regret to not meet earlier until the last week but still had a hell of a good time spending time together.
With all the best company college life needs with no drama and all the best memories to remember in life. <3
The best people you meet in life is your college mates.
Although college mates makes your life great
The friends you made and knows details of your life is a must to be needed to be in your heart <3 so as new friends made.

I really hope there was more time to hang out and get to know the people I just knew and met.
More time to spend together to leave no regrets.
A toast to friendship. *cheers.
Memories shall remain in hearts and minds. =)

Brenda <3

NEVER BEEN WORSE or is it?

2011-11-01T21:15:00.003+08:00

The paper today sucked ass, I did so badly I didn't even get to bother about my other subjects.
THE WORST ENGLISH PAPER EVER, in history like seriously.
Off to hell with ALL THE OTHER SUBJECTS, tried to be positive and shit but didn't work out at all.
And now all those hard work which never did came by during primary or secondary school just drained it out of me.
HOW SHITTY is THAT!
yeah better focus on other subjects but I SUCK EVEN MORE AT!
PRAY HARD I HOPE.
WORKOUT FOR ME? DON'T THINK SO MAN!
THE BEST WAY FOR ME TO DREAM.

The end or the begining.

2011-10-22T00:07:00.003+08:00

Today as it is an awesome day which is the last day of college, all the days in college as known as the normal days going to college early in the morning for class is OVER.
I am already missing the times our class spent together, forever memories to remember.
As everybody knows that COLLEGE YEAR will always be the most memorable YEAR EVER.
And it is. For the future I will see them but some I will deeply miss you guys.
10 months is kinda long but just doesn't feel long and NOW I MISS THE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER.
PHOTOS taken the whole day with joy and tears at the same time but we all know we will forever remember the time we spent together.
LAST DAY OF COLLEGE!

Love the people in the PICTURE! =)
Shall remember all of you guys, no matter where you guys are! <3

Brenda

Forever.

2011-10-15T22:02:00.004+08:00

I always thought that it shall remain deep inside and never be found.
But it just shows that love is important to most of the people as different people share and live different lives.
I always living through that thought that it will always shall be the happy side to remember and forever lasting that I shall be strong to stand on my point and be happy as I am.
With the friends and family I have as I am forever grateful but people and human beings are just selfish and always want something more or maybe want everything.
But in life everyone knows it is impossible but there is a possibility that it will happen for those will wish for a miracle.
Some people just get want they want, not because they are lucky because they are bless.
But in other way they might lose something they wouldn't know which exists and maybe something important to them in the future.
As all say there are always two sides of everything and especially reality.
It hurts the most where reality doesn't go the way it is suppose to and maybe be a living hell but in all that pain or suffer there will be a light of hope or maybe will be a path to lead to what is suppose and Should have been for you all this time.
No cravings or wanting, it has been always needing.
But needing doesn't mean you got to have it, as forever is a long way.
And as truth no one lives forever, in this world fantasy is just a line across reality.
Where some is to figure out what is the use of their lives in this society or some just being so hard on themselves to achieve something they wish they would have.
But the truth, nothing comes easy if you want it work for it.
If you worked hard enough and you don't have it means that is not suppose to be yours.
People taking advantage from others to get what they want but some just live in what they have and already have the advantage and ahead from others from what they want to having it.
Memories, past, pain, suffer, happiness, sadness and feelings mixed all together and have a human being who actually feel that they are living not in dreams but in reality where everybody hides from it.
Was it suppose to be a fear to most of the people, some live in their dream, some get motivations from their dream and some will just dream and do nothing.
No direction as a pilot will lead you nowhere.
No inspiration and you will have no art.
No dreams and you will dare not live up to it.
But in all these fears and desperation that's what is keeping from us to achieve.
It's never easy to achieve cause if you have it all what is there more to want?
Ask yourself every time you want something make achievements and live as a dream in reality.
But as we all know people are always selfish and always wanting more.
Live life to the fullest and know your aim.
LASTLY, ROCK YOUR OWN WORLD BUT NOT OTHERS.
Surely be considerate and know it's not always about yourself and think of others.
Then life will be more easier.

Brenda. <3

Meant to be

2011-10-03T22:17:00.004+08:00

If fate wants to screw you over, It will.
Timing is everything, whenever you make a decision.
Time pressures you giving you the wrong sign let you make wrong decisions.
Learn from the wrong and do it right.
Life is too short to be sorry and feel guilty, re-do what suppose to be right.

To me, I just look forward and maybe sometimes think about it but never long.
Cause I know it's not worth to look for things behind us, always whatsoever in front of us which is the present and future is important.
The past is just something you refer and move on.

Brenda.

Reaching to the end of it.

2011-09-24T17:28:00.007+08:00

The end is almost there, the feeling when you walk to the edge of a cliff and thought this is all worth it.
Yesh, as my peeps know that I have been taking my trials exam the whole week and next monday will be the end of it.
As we know it the end of something means a new beginning of something although we don't know what it will lead us to.

In the mood to blog as I haven't blogged for a while, only close friends and maybe some of my family members checks out this blog as it is so laid down nobody knew it exist.
And it's a good thing to me, no dramas on who hates this blog and any comments of some random person who hardly knows me or maybe some person who knows who I am and hate the guts of me. That kinda thing, I no longer want to live like that maybe I used to but Never from the day I swear that drama is a thing I don wan to include in my life.
Maybe a dash of pepper or cinnamon will do but fireworks once in a while is great but not too much as I said cause it's no longer needed.

So back to what I am suppose to blog about, is the week of trials is coming to an end that maybe I wished I really tried harder but I am proud to said I said a little of my best! *me thinks!
So IN THE MOOD =) as my FB status says!

*panda eyes*

Preparing for MATHS! *monday

I was really touched by my besties before the day of my legals paper!
THEY CALLED AND WISH ME GOOD LUCK!

BESTIES! <3

They wished me GOOD LUCK when they were on their way to get ICE CREAM from MCD! <3
Awwww, miss them so much! I adore them! <3
Me Less than 3 (<3) YOU GUYS!
When I was almost having my mental break down they called me =)
They prayed for me to let me pass through trials!
I think God totally answered my prayers and theirs!
GOD ROCKS LIKE THAT! =)

My BABE <3 & Yu chen's DEAREST!

She was having MILO Mcflurry when she was on the phone with me! =)
Awwwww! so sweet <3 chit-chat a little as usual and always make me de-stressed!
MISS YOU AS ALWAYS!
And always hope I cry for all the good reasons, but never cried in front of her! =)
*me thinks back!
I hope I didn't, not as I recalled.
We shall go get more mcflurries when I get back, Loves! <3
Spend more time with me than UR DEAREST please, and I know you will!
Cause YOU AWESOME LIKE THAT!
But will be back soon babe, and we are GONNA PARTY! =)

NICK LEE AND MUA!

AND this one right here is my biatch! =)
but don't mean it that way! *innocent.
He is always on9 to chat with me on my recent news, and THE MOST AWESOME THING IS!!!
*DRUM ROLL!!!!!!! * DRUM ROLL!!!! * DRUM ROLL!!!!!
HE PASSED HIS JPJ! as in REAL words!
He got his driving license now, he totally owned it biatches! =)
now he is gonna drive me when I get back!
MISS YOU TOO! <3

CLEMENT LEE AND MUA!

I just noticed that I don't have a photo with just me and you, CLEMENT LEE!
but gonna take some when I get back maybe more than some! =)
And he promised to belanja me makan when I get back with at least 3 subjects which pass!
HOW AWESOME is that!
Clement lee, when I get back we shall continue our random supper every night if you call!
As usual I am always the one you call for a random time of supper or yam cha! =)
GOOD TIMES, GOOD TIMES!
Miss you too!

I shall now continue on my MATHS as maybe I will be screwed maybe I won't.
WHO NOES!
But *prays, that I can do this.

THE END OF EVERYTHING IS JUST THE BEGINNING OF SOMETHING! =)
No one shall ever lose hope in what you believe in cause miracles happen.
NOT EVERYTIME but they do that's why it's called a MIRACLE <3
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND PEEPS!

Brenda <3

My key to happiness.

2011-08-21T21:54:00.002+08:00

My key to happiness, Chocolates. <3
Whenever I am down, upset, furious and emotional.
This is my cure to problems and confusions.
They can be your best friend =)
Who will be there for you 24/7.

Different taste means different characters and different emotions.

It's either bitter sweet, milky sweet, candy sweet or maybe caramel sweet.
It makes things all better! <3
It heals a broken heart or a frustrated mind.

Brenda

Disappointment

2011-08-18T22:02:00.002+08:00

How disappointing if you lose something which you don wanna lose.
It's so sad when you have did nothing wrong and get punished for it.
It so depressing when the time has come to get yourself into it but you can't cause of something holding you back.
I lost my GC gave me the most major stress and making me so upset for the first time in this year.
How important it is to me, as I do not recall where I put it. DUMB MOVE.
Thought it was in the bag all the time but NOT. MORE DUMB MOVE.
COULD NOT FIND IT! WORST MOVE EVER! =(
I am so depressed I even feel sick and dizzy.
MY GOSH, how could I be so DUMB for the 1st time.
Need to get this out of my head and hope for a miracle. *prays

Brenda

I DO.

2011-08-14T23:34:00.003+08:00

Inspiration from Colbie Caillat's I DO.
I will say I Do if it means something to you. =)
You will make me say I Do even though I don't want to.
Brenda.

MADU!

2011-08-13T21:38:00.003+08:00

As the title says, madu as in honey as in sweetness.
It is actually a community service organized by our college.
The kids there are so sweet, today was the last session of the MADU!
They gave us a gift before we leave, it was so sweet of them.
They are amazing from the inside and out.
They would be the next generation to lead our country and to take a bigger step.
How blessed they were, hope they would not lose hope in what they believe in.

Brenda

The notebook

2011-08-09T23:26:00.002+08:00

As the title said, I watched the movie the notebook and it is really good.
It makes me figure how does Love work in the world, the realistic world.
Love will go crazy but all that matters is one thing in common is your love for each other.
Chick Flicks make me question the world what is real in real life.
Maybe it is just the director making something up for good rates on the movie.
But good movies with good plots need inspiration from at least something.
First love, first kiss, first sight of love.
I really dunno how it works in life, but at least happy for people who have their dream to live together with their love ones.

recommend girls to watch this, i doubt guys will watch it but it is good.
So watch it!

Brenda

Forever.

2011-07-18T20:48:00.007+08:00

Forever is a unbelievable word, it's powerful or maybe fake.
But depends how you see it, INSIDE OR OUT.
To friends B.F.F is the 3 letters you need, BEST FRIENDS FOREVER. 3 powerful words!
During times you need them no matter when, your down or excited.
YOU share your times with them.

Without friends your life is like black and white, no excitement and joy.
Friends are like colors, brighten your life and put in a little magic.
Friends come and go, it depends which will be by your side whenever you need them.
BE GLAD to have friends who treasure you like no one else, NO MATTER WHAT don PUSH THEM FAR unless they PUSH YOU AWAY first.
Leave those who treat you who you are and you treat them how they treat you. =)
Smile with you by heart and by mouth, GO HAPPY FOR YOU and BE SAD FOR YOU if your down.
PICK FRIENDS WISELY and FOREVER your FRIENDSHIP will last FOREVER as I said.

Like pictures WE SNAP everything we treasure, FULL OF MEMORIES.
And when we look back, we are able to remember times like those we appreciate SO MUCH.

FAMILY, the most FOREVER AND EVER AFTER to everyone.
Happy families go FOREVER, no MATTER what.

LOVE from every perspective, IN AND OUT.
In movies
Happy endings matter more than the progress.

Be appreciated.

Brenda

=) suppose to be this.

2011-07-14T19:12:00.004+08:00

Started with a nice and windy day, woke up a little late for class but it was still alright.
As everyone in SAM knows that this week is a hell of a week, monday we had our legal test that is 5% assessed.
That's NOT it, Economics 5% assessment research common test which kills us even more.
HELL YEAH, it was a hell of a week and a few weeks ago.
We thrown ourselves out to do our legals campaign for 10% assessment!
Which we had a little fun out of it, at least it was a little worth it.
As not many people know i have been attending my college's MADU session as in community service to help out kids in their ENGLISH subject.
I know i m not so good myself, but at least i can manage primary school's ENGLISH!

Group members and our booth!

I m not sure is the blog is making the photos in LOW quality but yeah it looks like it here.
As you guys notice our group is all girls, we are awesome like that =)
Mostly our group is the most creative group EVER!
So basically I got back to college for at least 1 month or so, my work has been packed.
TESTS, CAMPAIGN, ASSIGNMENTS and PRESENTATIONS.
Even my mom asked me why do i have so many freaking tests.
Hopefully i wont corrupt due all these heavy weight of assessments.
So hopefully next week will be a little more chill but after next week, I M DOOMED!
Please pray for me when you guys thought of me?! please!
THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS. <3
Appreciated much!
And got a bunch of free samples from or college's campaigns and booths!
How fun it is to be in college =)
College is awesome.
Me signing off now. See you peeps soon!
This week has been =( but next week hopefully it will turn out alright. =)

Brenda

Days which fled through.

2011-06-13T18:56:00.006+08:00

Basic i went back for my holidays, hang out with my friends is a must and accompany my parents.
Love the companionship of my lovely darling vanessa with her love of course.
got of the flight had dinner with parents then at night dinner with friends to celebrate van's loves bday!

US <3

Me & starbucks <3

Lovely van & starbucks!

Nigel at K.K music festival!

Van! <3

Our perfect timing of going to tanjung aru resort for the beautiful view and beach!
Our times for guitar hero and RABBIDS! <3
It is our favourite pass time! =)

Me and kah mei did some hanging out too!
Went out yoyo for milky tea <3
We went to suria for a little shopping!
Took photos in the car and at her hse!

The nice view of the sunset in the playground =)
Took awesome photos, hopefully she will be in KL soon!

The short 2 weeks holiday went through fast and quickly, as i miss them already since i was at the airport waiting for my flight back!
But same as missing my KL friends!
As hope will bring all my friends to my side and make sure that i will be very happy for their company and my company to them! <3

Brenda <3

23/5/2011

2011-05-22T21:12:00.002+08:00

Been doing my read thru on econs due to the exam tomorrow which is freaking me out.
I wanna be good in it and try not to suck, but i think it failed.
READING THRU as in NOT STUDYING, NOT UNDERSTANDING.
5 topics in a day, 5 topics in less than 5 months.
UNDERSTANDING seems so hard nowadays, ACE-ING in exams and papers seems hard for me as well.

"Stress is nothing more than a socially acceptable form of mental illness. "quoted by Richard Carlson

This will lead to mental illness and cause bad brain damage!
HOPEFULLY I M READY FOR THIS!
But everyone noes i m so not! =(

Brenda

Definition.

2011-05-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

What is the definition of beautiful?
- Beauty inside or out?
I say both! inside and out.

Which is more important?
-Out?
I say Inside.

No matter how good you are on the outside, you will never be the same on the inside.
If you are your lucky, that will the most precious thing that GOD gave you.

Definition of life??
-to live.
I say to the fullest, even though there are troubles.
Face it will your courage and hope to overcome it.

Brenda

update on my recent life.

2011-05-10T18:35:00.007+08:00

A quick update, as i hope my sister and my friends back in K.K will get to see this.
Only my close friends will know that i have i blog although i don't normally blog on it much nowadays.
A head start on my college life, as i will be back in K.K to take more pictures.
Something about photos which I LOVE A LOT, like LOADS!
It captures every second you wanna remember whenever and where-ever!
CNY back in town!

us being us!
Road trip!
Me and my bestie! =)

Whenever i think of them i will smile anytime and think i m going back soon to see them!
But i do have new friends i met in college, just a short 5 months but it felt like we known each other forever. Whenever we talk about last time, actually it's not a long time ago.
We <3 camwhoring! Everyone knows that, you guys can check it out on my fb.
Previews before going on fb, be amazed!

Library camwhore, for the 1st time!
the girls!
us again!
we rock like that!
in class!
most of us!
our group is huge!

Now back to college talking, in our 1st event for SAM!
SAM fiesta's photos!

us! most of us! there is still more!
dearies!

Drinks after 2 hours of dancing!

Most of the photos are on fb!
Hopefully going to take more photos in the future, and when i m back in K.K.
To let you peeps to check out how is college like.
Going back to K.K during end of MAY!
Better watch out, the bitch is back to party! =)

Brenda

Where I left it.

2011-05-01T01:25:00.002+08:00

As everyone knows that my blog had a huge PAUSE, since i got really lazy on updating. Not really lazy it's just that going MIA for a little while wouldn't hurt, unless you don really keep in touch with me. My blog was still waiting for my return since I left it here and it is still at where I stopped.
Suppose to be on with my assignments as nobody knows I m really really busy on MY studies, if you don't know maybe you don really exist in my life or just never was in it.
I can totally bare with that, no one is feeling bad about anything.
This post is not even on updating what i have been up too, as just feel like stopping by to check out is my blog still there for me when i needed talking.
As expected it is here flawless and perfect i hope. =)
If you don't like to read or u don't even give a damn by only just reading then don't even bother and just leave your ass out of my blog! MUCH APPRECIATED! =)
And for the AWESOME people who are always there for me! NEW ONES and OLD ONES!
Even though YOU feel like leaving this blog, i WOULDN'T let you because you guys are just too much for me! <3 Loves!

Brenda

Lazy for updates.

2011-03-27T21:15:00.002+08:00

Sorry for Stopping on the updates, need a pause on blogging. Maybe cause my life is boring ;)
Back to paradise, so stop blogging for a while.
Nobody actually read my blog anyways, except my sister and van.
Of course, they will read my blog, i have been too lazy to blog.
But no worries, will blog when i m bored =)
BYE PEEPS! ;)
Party hard for me! =P

The battle of the year.

2010-12-22T11:27:00.007+08:00

So it's the end of SPM as you know it, like a speed of light it's over and there goes another year.
It's the last month of 2010 and going into the new year and the 1st month of 2011.
In the days that i was having SPM this is how i roll, refer to the photo below.

A venti green tea ice blended ❤

Sejarah notes and textbook!

Studying at starbucks, although lots of chatting with my beloved van! and were looking at a hot guy.
Had lunch with her at secret recipe and more chatting! =)
But after lunch customers at starbucks starting to pile up like mad, busy food and beverage.
And of course my dad made us this for dinner.

Yum!! Yum!! Yum!!

He made milkshakes for me when i was studying through the late hours.
How sweet is my dad, thanks dad! maybe that milkshake can make me score at least 1A =)
Still busy deciding where to go after this, as people know i m a very indecisive person.
So i do hope i will decide soon, sorry for boring you guys with words.
But i love to type in words and so as describe anything with photos.

So the day when i having my SPM art, i decided to draw this.
This is a copy of my work during art lessons at tuition.
The topic of the drawing is a weird plant chasing a weird animal.

Before

1st work of art.

After
SPM art.
i passed this up.

Kinda different from the 1st one but still its okay, i guess.
Ain't that bad i suppose?
But those long hours are over, now the long hours are for my computer or my friends.
Had parties and gathering since the day it really ended and got sick since then.
Nothing serious but i hope i will be healthy soon as i want to party even harder without giving a damn about my sickness.
This december has been a blast, there were tiredness so as happiness.

The play. =) with them ❤

kah mei's 17th birthday! ❤

Friends in high school.

All these photos, I smile with lots of happiness and i was so happy that i smiled until my eyes are kinda half close not because i blinked its because they made me smiled like this =)
Love you guys and you know it ❤
Haven't got all the pictures yet, but still it's gonna come up soon.
Still more yet to come, CHRISTMAS and so as NEW YEARS!
Really less time to hang out but lots of memories to remember. =)
I think i need a wishlist and a things to do list.
Gonna make those up later or something.
but still hope to spend more time with everybody and nobody is gonna be left out.
And i mean NOBODY! Everybody is gonna have time with me when i ask you guys out k?
Thank you for clearing your time to make space for me. =)

Brenda

late post

2010-10-23T20:54:00.007+08:00

I forgotten to update about the time i paid a visit to starbucks to visit van and nick during work.
Clement wanted to pick nick up too, so we went to starbucks to wait for them to go off shift.
They ended their shift about 2am midnight, tiring rite?
But I got the chance to took pictures when they weren't noticing. =)

cake that i had. =) yum and it was about midnight and i had this chocolate cake!! fats!!!

Vanessa doing cleaning

nick as a cashier!! haha XD

Hope to visit them some other time, best during holidays.
Since i m having SPM, maybe i won't get the chance cause i won't be having any holidays.
Brenda

In to be back in shape.

2010-10-14T17:48:00.002+08:00

Need to finish all of my textbooks, just for my grades.
I really need it, just not regret for not studying.
keeping my grades up is just not working, I just trying to study sejarah and I was in a mess! I don't even get what happens in sejarah.
Just makes me miss dancing since that's the only thing i like, but haven't done it in a while.
I feel like i lost it, but the most important i need my grades so i need to study hard but nothing seems to be working.
Studying maybe is just not my thing. I love studying but at least let me know what i m studying.
I m so screwed tomorrow for sejarah, i really need my mock to get good grades.
I really hope so, so hope everybody prays for me and I will pray hard for myself.

=)
Brenda

1st time!

2010-09-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

this is the 1st time using my hp to blog! haha XD it's new to me so i find it interesting.
sorry for not blogging for a few weeks.been busy with friends and hols.
if u guys have been noticing my facebook,u guys can see wat have i been doing during the hols.
i went to trips and parties, have been too busy.
sorry for the crappy blogging with no pictures. and lots of writting, cuz my crappy computer got busted and unless i can make it revive or maybe get a new laptop while i m at it. :)
lots to be done after a short holiday, only had fun for a few days.
excel heading our way, school work, tuitions as usual and mostly more stress!
gonna take it seriously i hope? haha XD kinda doubt tat, but hope so.
and no more late nights for me, i think i have enough late nights this year.
lots of fun with so little time and i m gonna miss that.
now i m gonna give full concentration in studies i think.
so sorry i m starting to bored you all with all these words and no photos!
have to get to bed soon cuz tmr is a monday and i hate mondays! need to be up early in the morning for school and assembly and more tuition. hope that my brain dont start to blank and go empty from now! cuz i have no idea where to start studying.
pray hard, amen!
Brenda

Busy week?

2010-08-22T14:12:00.005+08:00

I haven't been busy the whole week since it's exam week.
But still manage to go out ytd to shopping with van and shyuan.
I bought a other shirt =)
a random pic:

Oats =)

Had it this week in a random afternoon, YUM!
LOL,that was random.
Back to the story about yesterday, after 2 and a half hours of shopping.
We had coffee at coffee bean, while waiting for Van's mom.
After I went to Van's hse, she and shyuan done my hair.

1st try =)

FYI, van was blowing her hair that moment.

curls =) (in progress)
3 of us. ❤

me and shyuan. =)Complete.

me and van ❤

We went to youth that night, listen about the talk about homosexuality.

They told us Not to be anti-Gays, GOD created us not to be antis'.
Gays are also humans, wait for them to recover from their wounds and they will be fine.
GOD Loves ❤ us.
Remember that in mind.
Hope you guys Love the Takoyaki.

Brenda

Rough day =(

2010-08-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

Had commerce and English this morning, when i was studying commerce half way in the classroom.
Suddenly felt weird, went to the toilet then CRAP having my period.
But still I was okay when I was taking my commerce exam, had recess as usual.
Nothing went wrong until the ENGLISH paper comes.
Done every part, but stopped on SUMMARY.
Cause I was in pain, I couldn't even write.
My hand were shivering and the fan was in full blast.
Tired to sleep for 5 minutes but still the pain was going on, PRAYED to GOD then.
But still it was still painful, but in the last 15 minutes I managed to write a crappy summary with 83 words instead of 130 words.
I will surely get nagged by my English teacher, but screw it.
Cause I was really painful, told the teacher that I wanted to go the health department.
I walked like a zombie, walked downstairs as MY classroom was at the third floor when i was going down the stairs I was really scared that I will trip and roll down the steps but luckily I didn't.
I only slept there for 15 minutes and the nurse told me when i go switch off the fans and lights and I said I m leaving now.
But she still left, nvm about that went back up to arrange the desk luckily someone helped when I was gone and helped me pass up my paper.
My friend's told Me i was really pale and I look like I wanted to faint any minute.
Yeah I was really dizzy then.
After school I had plans with kah mei, chyi and yee ling to K.K box for some singing was kinda tired and still having PMS.
When we got there, We went to MC Donalds I was craving for the burgers there last night.
I didn't manage to eat one, cause no appetite had a HOT milo instead.
Thank GOD that HOT milo really saved me.
I was singing for 4 whole hours there, without feeling any pain.
It was great, after that got back home there was no electric for like an hour and a half?
Still kinda feeling a little sick but not really serious.
Hope I will be fine 2morrow. =)
Rough day thou.

Brenda

Sunday

2010-08-15T16:41:00.008+08:00

I woke up this morning at 11.30am was preparing to out to have brunch but when i was prepared dad didn't ask me to go out, so I sat in front of the computer until 12 something only my dad says go out and have lunch.

I what I had for lunch is:

wong jiu tuaran mee =) yum yum.. had it at inanam!
I was craving this yesterday dad brought to have it this afternoon.
Eating there brings back memories that I have with my sister.
We Love the Tuaran mee there.
Kah mei said she haven't have this for so long.
Took a picture for her.
Kah mei, hungry oredi?

and teh c ping =)

Then after it started raining really heavily.

You can't see the rain cause the picture too low quality. haha XD been at least the sky is dark.

Hey sis =) look at this!

Was in the car after lunch pass by this place. Haha XD

Adorable trolley.

Was thinking where to go, then dad suddenly pop out an idea of going to servay penampang.
After it rebuild, it's the first time me going there for grocery shopping.
It's all new there, it's too far from my house to I don't think I will go there again.
That's about all I have done the whole afternoon now at home using the comp.
Promised someone to let him see what I ate for lunch so I post this on my blog. =)

Brenda

As they say take the chance, if not you will lose it.

2010-08-15T12:02:00.004+08:00

I m really scared of making wrong decisions that why I m Indecisive all the time.
It's not really why I m blur of making choices, it's just the phobia of making wrong decisions.
And I don't think before I act all the time, sometimes I just wish that maybe I use MY brain OFTEN so I won't do the wrong thing and maybe the wrong decision that I will regret after.
But now at this moment, I m thinking how be back the way I m.
1) Surrounded my all my <3 friends =), who will no longer let me down.
2) Spend more time with family.
3) Really need to be serious about studies (not really a thing I used to do) XD
4) But thank GOD for making me no longer quarrel with my parents as I used to.
5) Being happy for every moment.

Currently thinking what else is still missing.
As I Love <3 my friends and making new friends but sometimes I can't bare people letting me down.
I know I m spoiled for telling people not to let me down, not because I wanna control you.
At 1st I remember I know you well as we can't even stop talking but now kinda barely speak.
Not that I dislike you for not talking to me.
Not that I blame you for not talking to me, but miss those times.
But it just make me miss the times we laugh and talk about everything we think about.
But still thanks for being my friend =) I really appreciate you guys.
I really really and thankful I have great friends at school and in youth.
YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME, WHICH MAKE MY LIFE AWESOME =)
Remember that!
The times we spend is priceless, I will forever remember that.
As I know we will make new friends in the future but still Appreciate what you have now.
So I m happy for what I have now and before.

Need to head back to studying.
Having accounts and English 2morrow =)
Wish me luck <3
and I wish everyone LUCK and GOD bless =)

Brenda

Close to the way before, but no longer the same.

2010-08-08T18:33:00.001+08:00

Nothing can be forever be the same, if you intend to be happy just forget bad memories that broke your heart.
If you make your life better by being a better person.
I m gonna tell you this, rumours are things that can hurt people.
If you don't wanna get hurt stop hurting people as they didn't intend to hurt you.
Stay out of it, it's not your problem so back off.
If you think that person's life is not messed up enough to let you butt in.
Be sure that you won't get hurt, by just saying something that you will regret when you said it in the first place.
If you wan people to treat you right, you better start treating them right.
They are not born to take the problems made by you, no hard feelings but just stay out of it.
It's not you that is gonna get hurt, so you better watch your mouth before you say something and i m serious.
maybe someday you will get screwed and nobody will pity you.
So everybody treat people as they have feelings in every way they feel.

Exams 13/08-20/08

2010-08-08T13:58:00.002+08:00

This friday is gonna be the 1st day of our final semester mid term exam!
So stress out, and i haven't even started to study yet.
Still having an awesome 17 this year, been out all the time even nites.
Thanks to my parents, I have awesome parents who let me go out everytime when i asked.
Love you both <3 of course including my sister who is in melbourne =)
I Love her even more when she gets back with new clothes for me and when she drives me around =)
But still i will try to be a good girl and kinda concentrate to study.
As i know as i noe i suck at it.
Studying isn't me thing, but still for my parents I will STUDY to get good grades? XD
Yesterday was busy, and things happen in a shock.
Good things and bad things, hope Val is alright.*prays
What he promised, he fulfilled it.
Got to see the youths finally cause didn't see them so about a month and I m gonna continue my busy days after yesterday.
So won't get to see them much, sure will miss them =(
But no worries will be back as soon as you know it.

Brenda

Nerd up!

2010-08-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

It was stressful day, cause today is the nerd up party for the youths.
And it was so crowded, I was stressed that i was preparing one of the food.
But had no idea what to do..Kinda panic at the end until van, shyuan and clement figured out a way to help me with the food is to tapao the mee hoon at Lian hua lou.
Not much about that, was kinda in a rush as we haven't dressed up yet and we were late for the party.
It was crowded there, kinda warm in there due to the crowd.
But it's okay getting to know more people, in the end i didn't get a chance to meet new friends cause was like too busy.
And there was this game that you need to split into groups by randomly taking a name tag from a box and find the person to be in a group with them.
What a coincidence! that the person that has my name tag is the person whose name tag is with me.
Weird right? so we didn't know what to do, cause only two of us is in 1 group.
But the game was to find other people who has other people's name tag and form a group of 20 i think.
Anyways, just think that is kinda shocking.
Really so ngam that.
Went out with the youths and back after.
Tired after a whole day without sleeping.
Gonna head to bed soon.
Nite peeps =)

Brenda

a broken heart.

2010-07-22T23:30:00.003+08:00

I got my heart broken into million's of pieces when I got near you.
The wound will no longer heal by itself, it will die when I no longer miss you.
It's not whom to blame.
I just can't believe you would rather hurt me instead.
I opened up my heart to let you in, but you shut the door without letting me in.
As time passes by I ask myself the same question, did I let you GO?
I hope I did and yet the answer was nowhere to be found.
When it's time, it's time.
No turning back.

what a week?

2010-07-12T15:21:00.003+08:00

It's been a busy week.
Going out all the time, sleeping over at kah mei's hse to finish my art project.
I slept for only 6 hours in 3 days, how tired is that.
This is my 100th post i can't even make it special, i was thinking how to make my 1ooth post special but i don't think i want to waste my time to make it special.
It's already special when i haven't have the time to blog and now i did.
But still wanna tell everybody I watched ECLIPSE!! it rocked except the part where van and nelson was ass kicking my Jacob! (boo!)
but i still love them to accompany through the movie? i think. haha XD
maybe it will be better if nelson kept him mouth kinda shut? sorry nelson but it's true.
Went to watch the movie with Van, her sis, her sis's friend, nelson and samson.
Met clifren my old friend, haven't seen him for ages but we always bump into each other randomly.
about the movie, it was perfect =)
rated 8/10, the best in 3 that i watched.

<3<3<3<3<3

I love this movie really much, nice story =)

the new born vampire <3

He was acting as Riley, new character in the movie =)
He is kinda cute in most of them.
*thumbs up =)

I watched Predators too, that movie kinda suck!! no offense maybe cause it's a guys movie but it really did suck.
But it was the movie that i spend 2 hours or so watching to pass my time.

Yesterday was my school bazaar, as it was HOT and crowded i manage to use the coupons i had.
Went to visit Nick at starbucks, drank the drink he made for me Greentea.
But still it was kinda sweet Nick =)
Went to citymall and saw Clement at OSIM!!
Both in 1 day, thank me nick that i went to see you .
Cause of bazaar we had a day off, finally some rest after a whole week of tiredness.
I had FUN of course.
thanks everyone who accompanied me through out this week =)

Brenda <3

Freaking pissed

2010-06-29T22:42:00.002+08:00

I didn't have any damn sleep for so long,waked up 6 in the morning like for freaking 6 days or something.
I don't have enough sleep, i have serious dark circles.
I got freaking damn lots of work to do to pass up due this friday.
I don't have enough freaking time to do all the work.
I don't have any patience in everything.
I don't give a freaking damn to anything right now.
I got no energy to do anything as i m damn tired.
I don't listen during class, none of them.
I have pressure cause of damn school which i don't want to get involve in.
Feeling so screwed up!!!

Brenda

Movies =)

2010-06-22T21:08:00.007+08:00

I almost went through all the movies is the cinema, except for karate kid and sex in the city 2. =(
During the holidays it was all movies for me
I went out like everyday, I enjoyed my holidays like never b4.
Now i m sick of school already, but it's just the 2nd day.
The whole week of extra class in school doesn't count school re-open.
So back to my Movie mania:(watched)

The 1st 3D i watched in K.K

It was not that good, cause it feels like the 3D wasn't that obvious.

Highly recommended

I watched this 2 times already =) Loved it, although i laughed more at the 1st time.
But i think it's still okay.

Not bad =)

This movie makes me think of L4D like really quite a lot, it looks something like it.
But only there is no girl in this part of the picture.

Right? It looks similar!

Movies unwatched:

a lot of people says it's nice!
almost everybody watched it, but not me =(

Movies coming soon that i want to watch =)

A movie i wouldn't miss out
waited for this movie for months!

And Ip man 3.

today is the 2nd day that the school re-open, but it felt like it re-opened for a whole week already.
It was a long 2 days, and tired with all the classes so as the results of my exam.
It's almost parent's day at school, transcripts are getting prepared and i don't think it's gonna be nice.
Getting tired of school!

Brenda

Whole day at Suria

2010-06-09T00:30:00.004+08:00

Wow! A lot of movies to be recommended.
Movie mania is half way over!!!
recommended movies are..

This movie is not bad.

But it's not really that good, unless you are a DOG lover.

This movie is highly recommended.

I Love this movie, I just watched it juz now at suria too..
It was funny, i laugh all the way..
Hilarious, LOL.
I will give 2 *thumbs up, The guy was like really muscular.
The girl was really hot.
So it was hilarious!!!

Suria is kinda EMPTY, yeah but still lots of ppl went to Suria juz to watch a movie.
The AC was really COLD!!! Remember to bring an extra jacket =)
juz a friendly reminder.
Movie mania mode is still ON!! hehe^^

Brenda

Movie Mania

2010-06-07T22:52:00.007+08:00

This week is all about movies.
I wanted to watch lots of movies, but no idea which to go 1st.
So I only need to wait for people to invite me to go to the movies.
Since it's a holiday so no harm going out =)
So really into watching MY FAV ❤

Shrek 3D - forever after

so as TOY STORY 3D- everyone seems to like toy story( no idea why)

THEY ARE BACK!!
A movie i MUST watch ❤❤❤

3 hearts for this movie =), been waiting for it for ages. FINALLY!!! I can't think of any movies right now. When i can think of more, i will continue this post =) till then peeps! Brenda

List of things needs to get done.

2010-05-31T22:53:00.002+08:00

List:
1.go to maths tuition 2morrow at 2pm-6pm (as i miss accounts tuition 2day at 8am)
2.don't forget to attend a club meeting about club camp(friday 10am-12pm)
Sorry i can't attend youth camp, i m sorry.
3.need to get more masks for my baggy eyes and dark circles.
4.need to go for movies after exams so as shopping.
5.attend club camp
6.have fun
7.smile always
8. be happy
9.hang out with yien and may more, so as van n shyuan
10. try to study more (this is going to be hard)
11.get a new phone soon
12.concentrate on studies and class
13. finish my art project
14.try to concentrate during tuition classes
15. finish all of the above then think about something new.

So as my camera it ran out of battries, so need to buy a new charger or get mine from my sis.
Still need to deal with about 5 more subjects.
-economics
-BM paper 1
-Maths
-computer
-Accounts

so wish me luck as my life is all on focusing on my studies, friends and family.
Brenda

Exams- 25/05~04/06

2010-05-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

Commerce is the first subject in my exams, lucky us commerce students is a day earlier than everybody else to start our exams.
Words are making my world SPIN as fast as it could.
after 2 whole weeks of tons of homework being passed up to the teacher for marks.
I think i m kinda worn-out of energy to continue crappy exams.
But what to do? everybody is going through the same thing too.
But it just freaking bugs me!
Wish me luck in everything.
Even in life, studies and most of all myself!

Brenda

My sis was back in town!

2010-05-23T13:46:00.003+08:00

My sis was back in town for a week, due to family reasons.
But still when she was back, we meant to go out again like last time.
We went out singing again, k.k box.
Everybody was quite in the singing mood.
picture were taken:

k.k box

singing mode =on=
me n kah mei
me n billy
perfect group photo
not so perfect photo.

everyone was kinda laughing during this photo taking.
I sneezed and made sounds that made yee ling n kah mei laugh like mad.
haha XD and the timer was taking the photo, so the photo ended up like this.
sorry about that.
Ciao peeps. =)
need to study soon, next tuesday is the 1st day of the exams.
wish me luck

Brenda

Sorry, a update of what i have been doing.

2010-05-21T22:12:00.004+08:00

It's about months that i haven't update my blog.
As i am really busy about a lot of crap, like school and tuitions.
I don even have enough time for myself, but still i did go out on weekends just to relax or to freshen my mind.
So here goes.
Teacher's day this year was kinda awful, i dunno why but it is just not like the other years.
Maybe cause i think that Sttss is not the school we usually know.
All of a sudden a lot of rules has changed in our school, Kinda strict compared from last year.
pictures from teacher's day

kah mei took this when i was texting. =)

S2yi'10

as usual this day in every year we will pay a visit to our old form teacher. =)

photo taken this year 2010

from the top view.
photo from teacher's day 2009
us <3 J3ping'06'07'08
teacher's day 2008 still the form teacher of our class for the last year. =(
the four girls which wouldn't stop talking during class when teacher still loves us <3

As years passed, although we no longer stick together all the time like we usually do.
But our friendship will be always there, as new things come and go.
Things changed, Time passed and us getting wiser but something will never change that is our memories together as one class.
We fight before, argue most of the time when we were still kids.
But now we no longer do those things anymore, now we can move on while some other people can still in their pass memories.
But we know we are still close. =)
I m glad that we are.
Lots of Love (LOL) <3

Haven't been out in ages

2010-04-08T18:55:00.003+08:00

Miss blogging but since i m busy with a lot of things and i kinda feel bored of blogging.
But at this moment i miss blogging, but kinda speechless..
Like really nothing to talk about!!

So maybe i m gonna talk about school.
Busy at school all the time, spending all my sleeping during class time on homework.
OUCH!! I hate homework cause i don't do them at home so i need to finish them in school.
Thinking about which school and what course i m gonna take when i finish SPM!!
Maybe Going to melb, so accompany my sis and visit Van when she is in Gold Coast..
She can visit too. I will really miss her.
Love ya BFF!!!
Maybe going for KL? I haven't decide yet.
CRAP, i suck at decisions.

When to Church on a Sunday after having BRUNCH with my parents, I was LATE.
Sorry about that.
Saw Stitch performed(1st time), When out with Van, Shyuan, Yien, May and Kim.
It was a blast.
Still need to plan more of those next time, if we have the chance.

Boring weekdays as always.
I will be busy with assignments and homework that our teachers gave us to make us go MAD!
But i will promise to update more when i have the time.

Brenda

HolidaysNOT

2010-03-15T13:18:00.002+08:00

Today was the 1st day of extra class on my LOVELY holidays.
Yeah, the class was damn hot.
Really hot, the AC was blowing hot air instead of COLD!!
CRAP, i really wan to faint when i was in there.
But anyways the classes ended fast not like i expected.
So it was alright except for the weather and the AC.
At least i m home now, it's not tat freaking hot at home.
Went to REVO last night, it was a blast. LOVE the WORSHIPING.
I went last year, but it wasn't as fun as this time.
So too bad for people who didn't go.
AWWWW.. u can go cry under ur pillow rite now, it's ur loss.
I finally think that my life is almost back to the way it was.
HAPPY and SIMPLE.
except for the SPM part that i will be stress soon.
But wat the heck, everybody needs to go through all these crap.
And forgot to mention about the surprise party an chyi, kah mei , eddie , yee ling and more throw for me.
It was a BELATED SURPRISE, gave me a shock.
But some people kinda made me guess a little cause they were asking is it ur b'day today.
But i was to dumb to notice, so nvm..
Thanks guys, Thanks everyone.
LOVE this month.. xoxo, love ya.

Brenda

birthday ends.

2010-03-08T13:48:00.006+08:00

My birthday ended last night.
I even counted down my last birthday minutes of the year.
Kinda late, but was studying.
Went out for dinner with van, shyuan, nick and clem.
I went out all day, in the afternoon i accompany my family to one borneo for hours.
Wow, i was tired and sleepy cuz i didnt get to shop the things i wanted.
So continue with my photos:

MILK! expired date( my birthday)

*heart u guys for the cake

Thanks Stitch

family

*hearts from van and shyuan

Brenda

Happy anniversary to my blog!

2010-03-07T01:59:00.002+08:00

saturday 06/03/2010

Wow, a surprise birthday cake from the youths!
Nick, clem, van and shyuan.
LOVE you guys, thanks for celebrating my birthday with me.
Got smashed by cake by all of them.
It was a mess, nick and they helped out cleaning it.
When nick wanted to smash the cake in front of my face.
He failed the 1st time but got me the 2nd time, darn.
But thank him for that, cause i had so much fun.
Thanks shyuan and van for the present LOVE it.
But at least i got my revenge on everyone almost.
HAHA XD my hair, face and clothes were a mess.
nobody helped. =(
But the surprise rocked!! haha XD
Had lots of fun, could played even wilder but was making too much noise and had a little headache.
Thanks for everyone for the birthday wishes.
I M OLD!! haha XD

07/03/2010
Sunday

Happy anniversary BLOG!
Yeah, my anniversary of my blog is my birthday.
It's the start of my birthday right now.
And heading to sleep, so blog later in the morning or afternoon.

Brenda

Treasure her

2010-03-02T21:51:00.003+08:00

She will let you catch her, if you really have the heart to do.
She ran after you, she wished that you looked at her.
But when she stopped, you wish that she was still there for you.
Somethings just doesn't wait.
When things come and go, you couldn't do anything stop it even though you wished you could.
So treasure every person beside you and love them back as they loved you.
Even as a friend you can love that somebody but don't hurt their feelings for you.

Brenda

Knowledge

2010-03-02T20:25:00.003+08:00

If knowledge will just come by your door, so that you don't need to study for your exam.
Exams are here again, congrats to me.
Cause it's this saturday and Sunday is my birthday.
CRAP.
But this is not the 1st time, it's been like this since primary school so i might have just to deal with it.

*heart BFF's

I wouldn't know how would i live without them by my side always.
LOVE u guys always.
I life will be dark and quite without u guys to light a candle and turn on the speakers to "Let us party!" all the time.
Meaningful life if u walk ur path with friends that u love that much.
I m happy and grateful to have FRIENDS as awesome as them.

Brenda

My sister's last holiday.

2010-02-22T20:24:00.003+08:00

My sister went back to melbourne on valentine's day..
OUCH!! I miss my sister.
I don't say this often seriously.
But I really miss and her driving. hehe^^
hope all the best in melb, sis.
U will come back soon, don't worry.
You can bring me out again.. YAY!! haha XD

me and my cousins at the airport.
come back soon sis. xoxo ❤
Miss me.. =)

Brenda

L4D 2~

2010-02-21T18:07:00.002+08:00

It was a kinda open house thing at our condo.
michelle and me invited clem, nick and van to come over for some hanging around.
Still decided to go to L4D 2 after, we got new accounts at the cyber.
It's more cheaper.. haha XD marco came along too, we saw joshua and his friends.
The 1st few rounds were kinda boring cause we got our ass kicked by joshua's friends in L4D 2..
But after we versus our own team it got way better cause I kicked ppl's ass instead of the other way.
then came Banjo, Patrick, Michelle, Banjo, Nigel and Adrian Ling.
The cyber was fully loaded with people.
But at least they got a chance of playing for a while until me, van and clem left.
All cybers are full on Sundays.
Talking to van and clement in the car..
Lots of talking.
talking about crap.
LOL.
off to school tomorrow. =(

Brenda

Holding hands ❤

2010-02-18T21:24:00.005+08:00

Girls like to hold your hand, cause it feels warm and sweet.
And it means that she doesn't want to let you go.

Girls like to walk on the beach, cause all they have is time to walk with you and doing nothing.
When your walking with your her remember to hold her hand so she won't leave your sight.

Brenda

My wishes to all of you out there

2010-02-17T17:58:00.003+08:00

Every kiss that you give to your other half apple, it means a lot to him/her.
Every second your half apple spend with you is precious.
Every time you think of your half apple, it means that you want him/her to be beside you at this moment.

If that person could make your heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
It's him/ her that is your perfect someone.
So treasure the perfect someone when he/her is with you right this moment.
Wish every couple all the best, at stay sweet.

Brenda

Chinese NEW Year

2010-02-16T18:44:00.005+08:00

**red red red**
**fire crackers**
It's CNY, is it a thing to yay for?
I think it is cause that means no school.
But kinda boring compared here to Sibu.
I would have been having fun there and not stuck at home to figure out how to go to my friends place.
But at least i went to some friends house.
Had a little bit fun i guess.
This CNY, it is more boring than the one i had last year.
The only pictures i can upload is something van, shyuan , boon and me did on a saturday night.
Didn't take much pictures this CNY.
Goofy stuffs.

boredom strikes?

having fun with the cam.

xoxo.

modeling?

posing.

If only i concentrate on my studies and nothing more.
But i m gonna try to do so.
Nothing is more important than studying and being a geek now.
When all of this is all over then i can continue my life of having fun.
And maybe including someone in it.
But hard to say when i treat someone good they think i m doing that for something.
So when i meet that special someone i won't let go.
I wish i can meet that special someone before my life starts to comes falling apart.

Sports day

2010-02-06T10:59:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day of sports day.
Wow times flies fast.
But for me it's like been 2 weeks but it's only been 1 week.
Kinda long for me.
Now i got a freaking bad toothache since last week.
I need to do a root canal but i don't dare to face the dentist.
The nerve in my gums are torturing my tooth.
never ate much since then.
Back to sports day, i have been running the whole 2 days.
Kinda tired, but what to do.
Maybe gonna run later too.
But wish me luck lar!
everything has been bad since february 01.
maybe it's a beginning of my bad life.
I had my good life for quite sometime like for 7 months or more.
Now it's time that trouble come knocking on my door.
What to do.
It's life.

Brenda

Sports.

2010-02-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

It's sport's day for 3 days and it starts from tomorrow.
It's bazaar tomorrow, haven't buy my coupons yet.
But gonna get it there 2morrow morning.
I m gonna run for 200M in 9.10am in the morning.
Wow.. that's early!
And friday i m going to run 400M at 9.00am and 100M at 10.40am.
Really nervous! I didn't even wanted to run at the first place.
But still need to, all well it's the last year i think.
So i might have enjoy myself doing it.
Sadness, still need to run.
But what to do, I must.
PINK house this year.
try my best to support.
I will pray to be more confident for the race tomorrow.
Wish me luck?

Brenda.

I never hate my life ever!!!

2010-02-01T20:06:00.003+08:00

But now i m starting too.
God tell me what to do as i m clueless, tell me what i should do that should be right.
Never in my whole 16 and almost 17 years i hardly have this damn freaking feeling.
I wouldn't give a damn if its doesn't me bad.
But now it's started to hurt me as i can't take it anymore.
I wanted a new chapter in my life but it was never perfect.
I don't need it to be damn perfect, but all i wanted was a normal freaking life.
What did i freaking do to deserve all this crap that hurt me so badly.
I have done what I promised u about.
For the whole day i was damn pissed at everything.
I m LIKE a stupid idiot looking at my damn phone when nothing will F***ing happen.
I stayed away as i was told.
TRYING hardly to control myself like i haven't before.
MSN and SKYPE and almost everything i tried to stay away from!!!
It just wouldn't get out of my damn mind!!!
Whatever!!!
I don't really need to give a damn do i?
Nobody even freaking damn cares!!!
I m getting blamed by something i didn't freaking KNEW I done.
I m clueless.
Does it matter cause i got more guy friends than girl friends????!!!!
They are just friends damn it!!
What the heck people! don't damn judge me when you don't really know me!!
Don't put those crap inside your mind to people's mind!!!
CLOSE FRIENDS WOULD KNOW ME WELL!!
Whatever, just judge me when you don't even know me like other idiotic people.
I don't give a damn!!
I wouldn't treat people badly cause i don't wan them to do the same to me!

Remember that me you knew in the first place that was the real me!
I will keep my promise cause I want your life to be better after forgetting me!
Cause ALL I freaking get is being the worst person you ever met.
I don't need to be fake to make people like me, damn it.
I m not that type of person.
If you want to judge me, please stand in front of me and don't back stab me.
I m getting out of your life as i was told.
I don't blame you and I DON'T agree what people say about me cause they are being shallow.
I m not doing this cause i think your are right! I m doing this cause you wanted me to.
At least i don't need to get judge by my closest friends that i freaking damn need!

Brenda

Story about last week.

2010-01-28T15:07:00.011+08:00

Long time didn't update my blog, so i think i m gonna update it now.
It was cross country last week, i remember that my legs are like sick of walking after cross country.
I finished the whole thing about like for 41 minutes or something.
earned 1 point for the house cause came back b4 44 minutes.
GO pink house, got 4th place in cross country but it's okay.
Wow i was like so damn tired after.
But I got energy to go to play pool and i was sticky, i didn't even go home to take a shower or something.
Clement and Van come over to play too, but clement didn't play in the end.
Sorry Nick will call you next time i promise. =)
then tuition at 3pm after yam cha at yoyo! I got a serious headache after all that fun. hehe^^
Pictures: 23-01-2010

me and chicky (acting cute.)
LCC and me ( tall kan?)

after pool at yoyo!!(yummy)
Me sleeping!! haha XD
me and kah mei!

went to sleep when i got back home but of course i had my shower 1st.
at night went to youth, it was special that day I think something about GLORY!
then pastors having their speeches.
went to supper with them.
After wanted to go for chicken wings but they were closed.
AWWW!!!
Craving for chicken wings!!!
so clement sent me back home cause NO CHICKEN WINGS!!!
I reached home at 1am.
Then BED when i got home.
Too tired to use the comp again.

24-01-2010

It's a sunday, kinda boring sunday.
Had breakfast with family and then went to 1B to shop.
Back home after, luckily got CRC reunion at night.
took lots of photos.
We went to kampung nelayan at bukit padang to have steamboat.
It was great. haha XD
Crazy as usual.
Pictures:

dorky us.
me and yee ling.
me and kah mei =)
me and miss chang.
group photo
three of us.
me, kah yen, yee ling and kah mei
LOVE u GIRLS =)
the senior 2 gang.
the noisiest gang in the club. hehe^^
benjamin the tallest in our club.
yee ling and me
me, yee ling, sack and eva

sack and eva are in concert band. they were there too at the same day and the same time with their club. what a coincidence! haha XD

me and kah mei =)

this monday:

at tuition's teacher's place

teacher's son is adorable!!! wanted to bring him home. haha XD
so cute o.. make u wanna pinch him on his cheeks.
AWWW.
ADORABLE. =)
Still boring at school as always.
Wish me luck.

Brenda

Pictures.

2010-01-16T18:20:00.002+08:00

Went to upperstar on a school night. i think it was a wednesday or something? forgotten cause my sister drove us there.
thanks sis!

Had fun on a school night. felt like it was still the holidays. haha XD

In the car..

at sutra. last saturday. it was ignite.

Went to supper after ignite,went back at 12.00 cause have to. Thanks clement for sending me back! At supper we countdowned nigel's birthday!
Van and shyuan left early too bad!!
Wish they were there.
School is boring but still need to go in the morning like really early in the morning.
what to do?!! haiizz

Brenda

Happy birthday to lots of people i know!

2010-01-10T01:29:00.002+08:00

So firstly to say happy birthday to Nigel Chee, stitch!!
2nd MRS. tracy!( Club adviser)
3rd tiffany tyng

wow, and many more. but don't really know them!
But hope u guys have a blast.
Smile always =)
It's important to smile.
Laugh, it's the cure to everything!
Love u guys! muacks.
xoxo, ❤

brenda

I will be there for u guys. =)

1st day at school,2010

2010-01-04T23:48:00.002+08:00

I went to school this morning. ARGH.. not feeling like it.
But i went of course. I new class it was ok, better than last year i think.
i need to concentrate on studies so i don need attention from ppl anymore.
Haha XD i live my own life, deal with it.
Need to sleep earlier from now on.
So not ready for school right now, but it already started.
Gonna have cross country 23rd JAN.
Wow, long time no run.
So still playing until sports day ends.
So no worries.

Brenda

last night going out late b4 school.

2010-01-03T02:43:00.002+08:00

I woke up at 2pm last afternoon and went to have lunch at 3pm.
After that i went to merdeka for some shopping!! and yeah i bought 2 dresses.
Ohh whatever with the shopping.

So I went to L4D 2 again tonight and it was a blast.
1st time i was being a hunter and I killed the com from FULL Health to Death.
Walao, so fun o.. but so kasihan that computer oso.
But i rocked. LOL.
Nick, Nigel , banjo and 1 person from youth can't remember his name and 1 guy, we had so much fun and laughs!
Daryl went too but he left early cause he is busy tomorrow.
I Love being a smoker and spitter. It rocked.
We played almost like 5 whole hours there i think.
We played at citymall.
So enough with the L4D .

Going back to school 2morrow, I can't believe it's tomorrow.
I felt like holiday haven't even started yet, but it ends so quickly.
It has been a busy december! But it rocked.
Been busy but having FUN all the time.
Thanks Clement for all the rides.
SCHOOL!!!! ARGH.. don feel like going back!! but life is life.
It's a must to go back to school.
so maybe gonna sleep soon.
Nites, everybody.

Brenda

New year 2010

2010-01-01T17:18:00.002+08:00

It's a new year today.
And it time to start a new chapter in a new book.
Maybe with a new me or maybe a new you.
With a New class and new friends.
And new teachers and more new Stories in school.
More New dramas better Not.
New things to do I didn't get to do last year.
No more pathetic things happening this year.
Need to Concentrate on stupid SPM.
Add the school part.
And need to minus the FUN part.
Multiply the Study part.
Divide the relax part.
Maybe its gonna be a tough year for me.
And maybe him hurting me makes me worse.
But i m going to do better this year.
Watch me!

Brenda

first post in 2010.

2010-01-01T16:27:00.003+08:00

It's 2010 now and nth to do on the 1st day of 2010.
So in this post i m gonna talk about how i spend my new year's eve.
I went to k.k box with kah mei, billy yu, teo, cham yang and my sis.
We sang our butts off, until we were sick of singing.
And the AC in K.K box was so damn cold.
We were freezing in there, but it was fun.
After that billy yu and kah mei followed me back home to get ready.
We were having dinner at Little Italy with some of my sister's friends and my mom went too.
And left half way, cause need to go countdown with Clement, nick, Nigel, Michelle seck.
They picked me up at Little Italy and Banjo decided to join us.
We went to Upperstar to have a drink and Banjo met us there.
Banjo and Nigel were drinking cause it was NEW year's eve?
Nigel can't walk in a straight line then.
We decided to go to the sutra beach somewhere near sutra.
It was not that fun as i remembered cause there was so many ppl there.
But I wasn't in a countdown mood, so after that we went to Foh shang and have supper.
And went to my house to lepak and Nick jumped in the pool as he wanted to do that.
It was 3.30am in the morning. LOL.
so they went back at 4.00am in the morning cause clement was getting a little sick and sleepy.

Billy and I at K.K box
michelle and I after countdown
Clement driving.

CRC outing!

2009-12-30T02:24:00.002+08:00

What i did today was, i went out with my club CRC and my teacher to warisan and centre.
And did u guys know wat i did? I went to have lunch and chatted with kah mei!
And then we decide the movie we are gonna watch, they decided to watch CHIPMUNKS!
I watched already and i think is kinda boring and i m gonna watch it the second time?!!!
haha XD nevermind. just for fun i watched it the second time.
Aw well! it was kinda fun hanging around with all the ex-member's!
Hope we can do it another time but something different.

Brenda

L4D 2!!!

2009-12-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

Today i went to citymall with clem, nick and nigel!
Yup me and 3 dudes, so weird kan?
Clement was like " ei, wanna go play l4d 2 later?"
Wow, i just woke up and he wanna take me for L4D 2 oredi!
So what the heck, go for it lar of course.
I love that game, so FUN o.
And it's a fun thing to do with friends.
L4D 2 is the new thing around k.k so about everybody is going to cyber just to play l4d 2.
We went to citymall to play l4d 2! wow, we spent like 2 hours and a half playing that game i think!
That game is awesome, need to play more cause school is gonna re-open soon.
ARGHH!! i don't wanna go for SPM next year! but i have to.
So i need to deal with it!

*wish i could see you!

Brenda

281209- day out!

2009-12-28T00:02:00.004+08:00

So i have been out the whole day today. kinda tired right now and having a bit of headache.
We went to 1B again today to watch alvin and the chipmunks! and the chippets! haha XD
Clement came and pick me up from my house at 12.30pm with nick and nigel in the car.
And off to 1B we need to meet van there and shyuan there. And after that we need to meet yien.
B4 that i ate hot rolls, they were good. Wanna have some more if i could! haha XD
then we were waiting for the cinema for the seating thing!
Alvin and the chipmunks were like not that good. Only the singing part amazed me!
haha XD Love listening to chipmunks talk, they are so cute.
After dinner at 1B we went to church for the pianist thing! i was so tired i slept for 10 minutes when he was playing.
So when we wanted to go to supper, we realize that we were too malas to go.
So we had to go home.
And i m quite tired.
HAD loads of fun with yien and van they all.

NOT enough sleep! makes me bitchy!

2009-12-23T19:07:00.003+08:00

Two whole days i have been out. Yesterday was the selling bears event at 1B. then today was for the briefing with chen eng and the cell group at citymall.
Woke up at 9.00am to get ready. shower and all the crap.
I was so bitchy today! sorry everyone.
I was so bad tempered, cause I think cause not enough sleep.
We ate at pizza hut, and then we went to ARENA to PLAY L4D 2.
That kinda make me energetic. but still i was like so tired after that.
So 2morrow is christmas eve!YAY! *watever*
Not having much fun anyways!
Didn't wish the school to reopen so fast! It's JAN 04
then next year is SPM, DARN!!

*If you don't think as me as a lover, at least think me as a friend.
*U break my heart every time when i was waiting for you to look at me.
*My heart broke into thousands of pieces, when i talk to you or try to but you ignored.
(For the person who does a lot of water activities, maybe you don't know it's for you. BUT it is)
* and not replying my text. =(

Brenda

ONE borneo!!! BEARS!!!

2009-12-23T00:33:00.004+08:00

ON duty for selling the bears in 1B! my shift was like 11.30 am! got there at 11.00am, thanks to clement..hehe^^
WOW!! really legs were tired..like wanna patah oredi..
I help until night, until the end..Tired lar the legs but it was fun, playing around and stuff.
so me and yien took a picture with SANTA CLAUSE and maybe his assistant or something!!haha XD
It was fun!
And took some pictures with clement!
then Took one with yien! but nick was holding the camera he is kinda bad at my camera..so need to take two or more pics to have the right one.
So thanks to Joshua.w's mom! she bought two of the bears!
and thanks to everybody that bought the bears at 1B, and hope those wishes you guys wrote and hanged it on the tree will come true.
And when for supper! 1st time when to supper with the youths. hehe^^
I was laughing until my cheeks felt tired! Nigel was imitating stitch and chipmunks. So funny o!
Maybe gonna sleep soon, cause it's been a long day! nites everyone~
Sleep tight =)

Brenda

Christmas is near!

2009-12-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

YAY??!! christmas is near. anyways i don't celebrate christmas much when i m in k.k.

I celebrate with relatives. but still anyways maybe gonna have fun this year, who knows.

So need to go to one borneo at 22nd of december to sell teddies.

Wow!!they are so damn adorable.. hehe^^

Like every girl LOVES teddies and chocolates don't they?

So buy one at one borneo this week, it's for charity!

you can give it to your loves ones, or maybe cousins..

So do buy one, please.

CRAP! holidays are almost over and i think i haven't been doing anything useful.

Need to study for SPM next year, i m not gonna go travel next year.Boo HOO..

But after SPM i m gonna go travel anytime and where i want.

HAHA XD really boring staying at home.

Really hope there is something to do these few days.

Getting speechless, so bye for now peeps!

Brenda

Teddy bears =)

2009-12-15T22:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday and so as today i have been helping the church with the teddy bears.

Kinda tiring but still it's ok.

Started tagging the teddy bears since i got there. All thanks to clement for picking me up.

And yeah tomorrow i m still gonna go.

It was just nick, me, clement, kim and nigel.

After finish tagging most of the bears, we stop cause lack of gold strings.

We did have dinner at a cafe at asia-city the food was alright.

We chat a lot before going to the cathay cinema to watch new moon at 6.30pm.

And new moon was ok not really that bad as they say.

The ending was like crap, but still the story was not bad.

Can't wait for eclipse i think is the next after new moon.

Wanna watch tooth fairy and maybe some other movies.

So had fun with clement, nick, kim and nigel today =)

Gonna go to church tomorrow again for the teddy bears, hope we can finish in time.

Hopefully.

nites. =)

Brenda~

Long time no post!

2009-12-12T17:37:00.006+08:00

So it's been so long that i blog! Cause kinda bored blogging all the time! Have been going out with my sis, yes she is BACK! and so as going out with my friends.

We went out last wednesday, to warisan to have lunch and then after we went to k box to sing karaoke! haha XD

it was FUN, and having BIG apple doughnuts. They were yummy =)

My sis was driving me around the whole week, but she needs me inside the car to guide her ^^.

One of the days in this week, we went to damai to play pool and after we went to citymall to have some ice-cream at Vedablu. (Yum Yum)

Wanted to help out with the teddy bears at youth but sorry wasn't free that time.

But will help out next time, i promise.

So come and support us at 1B on 22nd december 2009 for the Charity teddy bear selling.

BE There!!! Please~

Today i went to the youth BBQ, it was sunny and i got a sunburn again =(

But had fun chatting with the youths and playing the games.
Totally wish Vanessa was there, but she was not there she was on the way to HK.

Wish i had gone with clement they all to citymall or something.

Cause don't wanna stay at home.

So thats about all i have been doing the whole week. =)

Need to go out to SHOP!!! Hehe^^

Okays, End of this post.

See you guys!!!

Brenda~

Exams

2009-11-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

So 2day was the LCCI thingy exam.
HARD. but don't talk about that not important.
SO your exam is coming soon.
You have been studying hard, prepared yourself?
But still need to wish you good luck.
All you need to do is do your best.
I give your all my luck and i will pray for you.

Before your 1st paper of the exam please relax yourself and do your best.
I know you will be great.
Cause have always been great to me.

*I transferred all my luck to you so you can do great in your exam.
I know it means a lot to you and your family.
So smile all the way when you are thinking how easy are the questions.

Brenda

Midnight.

2009-10-30T01:59:00.003+08:00

Its 2am in the morning and i m awake.
been using the computer.
I have been thinking about you.

YOU are having your exams soon, nervous?
GOOD LUCK ANYWAY!

YOU are maybe studying, tired?
DON'T STRESS YOURSELF OUT!

YOU are sleeping maybe, dreaming?
I do hope u dream about me. but IMPOSSIBLE. right?

* Just wanted to tell you that i am missing you.
* Just wanted to tell you that i hope you can do well in your exam.
* Just wanted to tell you that i am waiting for you.(maybe you don't know)
* Just wanted to tell you that i scared you are too tired to think.
* Just wanted to tell you that i will dream about you.

While i was blogging you are already sound asleep.

Sweet dreams, HUGS AND KISSES.
And i need a key to your heart if you let me in it.

Brenda

List of things.

2009-10-27T14:34:00.002+08:00

Gotta make a list of somethings to do, if not i think i will be bored to death.
SO when is van gonna finish her exams.

Things:
1) gonna accompany van to metro.
2) gotta go to school tomorrow.
3) need to go more shopping.
4) need to go to the movies with kah mei.
5) need to go to the movies with van, boon and shyuan maybe clement.(haha XD)
I think i can do 4 & 5 together.
6) getting my exam papers tomorrow.
7) need to go sing k.
8) maybe going to the beach with van, boon, shyuan and clement.
(since we always wanna go there but get stopped by lots of cars and couples there)
9) maybe have dinner with them.
10) planing of going out with kah mei.
11) gotta go to 1B once.
12) I better pass my average. (if not i m really dead meat.)
13) Totally NEED to go see NEW MOON. ( maybe 2 times and above?)

Not many things to do.
Kinda wanna finish soon.

Brenda

Stuck at home.

2009-10-26T21:15:00.001+08:00

So end of exams, maybe having my holidays now.= i think
But need to go to school this wed.
For stupid exam papers, awwww..
Great having fun with van, boon and shyuan at merdeka last saturday.
WOW. really tired then.
Need to go to the movies with them maybe.
Cause of boredom in the house and the computer.

GREAT thanks to clement for the picking up and dropping us.
HUGE thank you.

Brenda

Still sick. =(

2009-10-09T21:02:00.006+08:00

When will this end!
Still sick at the moment.. SAD =(
Studying for exams cause it's the final term exams..
Need to pay more attention and more energy on my studies..

Have been playing cafe world these days!
I know it's just a waste of time, but it's kinda fun.
So after my exams, i plan to do lots of things..
but not sure what to do yet..
So exams have started for the PMR's and UEC is coming after that..
Awwww.. been there done that!
I know it's kinda stress and all but still try your best..
SPM coming on november..GOOD LUCK~

*You make my world feels like fantasy~
GOOD LUCK in your coming important exam.

Brenda

Exams =(

2009-10-08T23:06:00.004+08:00

So 2morrow is our school's Final term exam.
SAD cause the 1st subject is gonna be ekonomi..which i never pay attention during class..

SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY KONG.

so today we went to coffee bean really for studying, miracle right?
but it's for our own good..we bought a green tea cake from uncle biscuits before meeting in coffee bean to study and celebrate kong's b'day.
only a few friends cause we are having our exams tomorrow.

YEAH!!!YAY!!!
A tick off my cravings..Metro key chain!!!I LOVE IT.
I was waiting for that for a long time..FINALLY!!!
Some pictures of it.

My photo taking skills are improving..

I like this shot.=)
Nice right? I think so too..it's purple in colour..special enough! haha XD

Kong's b'day cake.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIPPO!!!HAHA XD

Tired after doing so many things this afternoon.
And headed to Book-keeping tuition from 6.30pm till 9.00pm..
And 2morrow..DEAD..
EXAMS. STRESS.wish me luck.=)

Brenda

Sick ='(

2009-10-04T00:29:00.005+08:00

Sickness please go away, i m trying to take good care of myself. but i think i failed.
Next friday is the day that our school exams start.
I don even noe can i pass this time?!
Having cough and flu at the moment, and i m here blogging..yay!
**cough cough**

So need to go to school on a sunday for extra book keeping class.
It's 10.30 am in the morning, and i m not sleeping right now and here blogging.
**cough cough**

**sneeze!**
So the sickness is kinda bugging me right now.
Dunno what to do, and how to concentrate on studying.
But anyways maybe until i feel better than i will continue my studying for the exams.

And yeah, i cut my hair short again.Not very short it's juz shoulder length.
Same hair style though.

Wish me LUCK in my exams! YOU too.
* I always think about you, do you?

Brenda

I dislike my tan.=(

2009-09-26T14:55:00.005+08:00

Now for the pictures.

nice view While we were walking from the jetty.
nice =)
The jetty.
I took this on our way back to K.K. when we were at kundasang.

There is quite a lot of pictures that i took but i didn't upload it cuz kinda slow to upload.
So enjoy the pictures.
*Only You that makes my world go round.

Brenda

Sunburn!

2009-09-22T20:21:00.001+08:00

Just reached home..finally, from 10 hours or more on the road..
In the car doing nothing..10 hours drive!!!
SUNBURN!
It does hurt, sorry for the no reply in FB or maybe HP.=)
So i did have some fun on the Island.
It's called Pompong island..great view=)
I took some pics when i was there.
will post it up later so stay tuned.
Sunburn hurts.GRR!!!

Brenda

NO school!

2009-09-17T15:40:00.005+08:00

So happy that from friday till next wednesday there is NO school.
Happy! haha XD, maybe gonna hang out with friends the whole time.
Its too boring stuck at home doing nothing, and i seriously need a hair cut.

If you wan to borrow me your shoulder when i need it.
When i m scared you are there.
When i m hungry, you will get me something to eat.
When i m walking behind, you will stop and wait for me.
Thank you for being there for me, its not too late to say i miss you.
I need you there for me, will you be there for me when i need you?
I think i m falling for you.
Will you like me back?

Brenda

school days are boring.

2009-09-11T21:44:00.002+08:00

Bored in school.
Bored in class.

Crappy girl who thinks she is popular come on ,she is nothing to me..
wat the hell.
come on she thinks tat she is rich and all.
I don think so.
being paranoid and sensitive
everybody doesn't like her.
deal with it.
Sucking person to be.
wat an ass.
I really wanna get rid of u.
and out of my life permanently.
BACK OFF YOU ASS.

Whole day out.

2009-09-05T17:17:00.003+08:00

Played pool again this afternoon.
Lucky! Won kah mei once. haha XD
But good thing to play pool to get everything out of my mind.
Then back to school for basketball.
Everybody did great in basketball except our team that was bad at it.
So gonna go to youth 2nite.
Sorry guys that i didn't go to youth for such a long time.
MISS YOU GUYS ANYWAYS.

See you guys later.
Brenda

MY 50th post.

2009-09-03T19:27:00.002+08:00

I want to go to metro, to play pool.
I want to go to a cinema, to watch a movie.
I want to go to Boo Boo Land, to play arcade games.
I want to go to shopping, to shop for fun.
I want to go to a party, to have fun.
I want to go to a beach, to scream out LOUD.
I want to go to places, to forget about stress.

BUT I CAN'T.
STUCK AT HOME.
FEELING MOODY.
MY LIFE DOESN'T GO THE WAY I WANT IT TO BE.

Brenda.

Feel like blogging.

2009-09-03T19:20:00.002+08:00

BLOGGING.
I noe i got nothing to say rite now.
Speechless.
I wanted to study for my exams, who doesn't?!
But can my crappy school give me the syllabus that i need NOW.
Like i don wanna study!CRAZY PEOPLE.
Like nobody wans to have good grades!!!
I enjoy my school life but can the Crappy school stop ruining my happy school life.
I enjoy the times i spend with my friends at school.
CRAPPY SCHOOL! YOU WAN GOOD GRADES STUDENT!
BE A BETTER SCHOOL LAR!
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!
STUPID SCHOOL.

Brenda

Love can be hurtful.

2009-09-03T15:32:00.005+08:00

The footprints that you left in my heart, makes me remember that I miss you.
The Voice that you left in my heart, makes me remember that I adore you.
The memories that you left in my heart, makes me remember that I Hate you.
because of you leaving me behind.

Memories make you miss what you have before.
Life goes on no matter what.
If you are sad, cry it out because you are weak at the moment.
If you are happy, Laugh out Loud because you only have chances to smile when your happy.
If you are moody, Don't think too much.
If you are angry, Do something to make yourself happier.

Brenda

Blogging

2009-09-01T22:04:00.002+08:00

So about school, today was the 1st day of school after the holidays.
bored to be in school, slept for 2 periods..
Completely no mood for anything rite now..Blogging is getting boring so i didnt update it..
Sorry about tat.. The holidays were kinda boring..
Wednesday, I went to Yee ling's b'day party at 1B..
And the rest of the days were boring and spending my time at home or maybe with my mom..
The great part about the holidays are Getting to sleep late and waking up late..
HAHA XD i enjoyed tat part.
When out with the girls, we went to see UP!haha XD

so about some pictures..

they look cute..^^

group photo

me and yee ling

group photo

So until here..wait for my next update..maybe in a long time..
Brenda

.....

2009-08-16T18:46:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not uploading my blog for so long..
Have been "studying for my exams"(i think)
and didnt use internet for quite sometime..
Maybe gonna update next time..cuz no mood for blogging these days..
So sorry about everything..
So i gonna put some pics about tuition laz week..
By the way i have been staying in kah mei's hse for 2 weeks..and sadly its gonna end soon
About two days or so..

So here comes the pics..

bye for now..

Brenda

I MISS YOU~❤

Enjoy the little things.

Trip back to KL.

Last day in sibu.

Awaiting.

Problems.

Never Ever.

1st birthday of every year.

Different and differences.

Moving forward.

New year, new resolutions and new journey

In time

Leaving one by one.

Await

The ending of a new chapter.

Fantastic, amazing and perfect

NEVER BEEN WORSE or is it?

The end or the begining.

Forever.

Meant to be

Reaching to the end of it.

My key to happiness.

Disappointment

I DO.

MADU!

The notebook

Forever.

=) suppose to be this.

Days which fled through.

23/5/2011

Definition.

update on my recent life.

Where I left it.

Lazy for updates.

The battle of the year.

late post

In to be back in shape.

1st time!

Busy week?

Rough day =(

Sunday

As they say take the chance, if not you will lose it.

Close to the way before, but no longer the same.

Exams 13/08-20/08

Nerd up!

a broken heart.

what a week?

Freaking pissed

Movies =)

Whole day at Suria

Movie Mania

List of things needs to get done.

Exams- 25/05~04/06

My sis was back in town!

Sorry, a update of what i have been doing.

Haven't been out in ages

Holidays*NOT*

birthday ends.

Happy anniversary to my blog!

Treasure her

Knowledge

My sister's last holiday.

L4D 2~

Holding hands ❤

My wishes to all of you out there

Chinese NEW Year

Sports day

Sports.

I never hate my life ever!!!

Story about last week.

Pictures.

Happy birthday to lots of people i know!

1st day at school,2010

last night going out late b4 school.

New year 2010

first post in 2010.

CRC outing!

L4D 2!!!

281209- day out!

NOT enough sleep! makes me bitchy!

HolidaysNOT