World, why are you unfair to me?❤

{ Sports day }

10:59 AM • Saturday, February 6, 2010

Today is the last day of sports day.
Wow times flies fast.
But for me it's like been 2 weeks but it's only been 1 week.
Kinda long for me.
Now i got a freaking bad toothache since last week.
I need to do a root canal but i don't dare to face the dentist.
The nerve in my gums are torturing my tooth.
never ate much since then.
Back to sports day, i have been running the whole 2 days.
Kinda tired, but what to do.
Maybe gonna run later too.
But wish me luck lar!
everything has been bad since february 01.
maybe it's a beginning of my bad life.
I had my good life for quite sometime like for 7 months or more.
Now it's time that trouble come knocking on my door.
What to do.
It's life.

Brenda

{ Sports. }

9:59 PM • Wednesday, February 3, 2010

It's sport's day for 3 days and it starts from tomorrow.
It's bazaar tomorrow, haven't buy my coupons yet.
But gonna get it there 2morrow morning.
I m gonna run for 200M in 9.10am in the morning.
Wow.. that's early!
And friday i m going to run 400M at 9.00am and 100M at 10.40am.
Really nervous! I didn't even wanted to run at the first place.
But still need to, all well it's the last year i think.
So i might have enjoy myself doing it.
Sadness, still need to run.
But what to do, I must.
PINK house this year.
try my best to support.
I will pray to be more confident for the race tomorrow.
Wish me luck?

Brenda.

{ I never hate my life ever!!! }

8:06 PM • Monday, February 1, 2010

But now i m starting too.
God tell me what to do as i m clueless, tell me what i should do that should be right.
Never in my whole 16 and almost 17 years i hardly have this damn freaking feeling.
I wouldn't give a damn if its doesn't me bad.
But now it's started to hurt me as i can't take it anymore.
I wanted a new chapter in my life but it was never perfect.
I don't need it to be damn perfect, but all i wanted was a normal freaking life.
What did i freaking do to deserve all this crap that hurt me so badly.
I have done what I promised u about.
For the whole day i was damn pissed at everything.
I m LIKE a stupid idiot looking at my damn phone when nothing will F***ing happen.
I stayed away as i was told.
TRYING hardly to control myself like i haven't before.
MSN and SKYPE and almost everything i tried to stay away from!!!
It just wouldn't get out of my damn mind!!!
Whatever!!!
I don't really need to give a damn do i?
Nobody even freaking damn cares!!!
I m getting blamed by something i didn't freaking KNEW I done.
I m clueless.
Does it matter cause i got more guy friends than girl friends????!!!!
They are just friends damn it!!
What the heck people! don't damn judge me when you don't really know me!!
Don't put those crap inside your mind to people's mind!!!
CLOSE FRIENDS WOULD KNOW ME WELL!!
Whatever, just judge me when you don't even know me like other idiotic people.
I don't give a damn!!
I wouldn't treat people badly cause i don't wan them to do the same to me!

Remember that me you knew in the first place that was the real me!
I will keep my promise cause I want your life to be better after forgetting me!
Cause ALL I freaking get is being the worst person you ever met.
I don't need to be fake to make people like me, damn it.
I m not that type of person.
If you want to judge me, please stand in front of me and don't back stab me.
I m getting out of your life as i was told.
I don't blame you and I DON'T agree what people say about me cause they are being shallow.
I m not doing this cause i think your are right! I m doing this cause you wanted me to.
At least i don't need to get judge by my closest friends that i freaking damn need!

Brenda

{ Story about last week. }

3:07 PM • Thursday, January 28, 2010

Long time didn't update my blog, so i think i m gonna update it now.
It was cross country last week, i remember that my legs are like sick of walking after cross country.
I finished the whole thing about like for 41 minutes or something.
earned 1 point for the house cause came back b4 44 minutes.
GO pink house, got 4th place in cross country but it's okay.
Wow i was like so damn tired after.
But I got energy to go to play pool and i was sticky, i didn't even go home to take a shower or something.
Clement and Van come over to play too, but clement didn't play in the end.
Sorry Nick will call you next time i promise. =)
then tuition at 3pm after yam cha at yoyo! I got a serious headache after all that fun. hehe^^
Pictures: 23-01-2010

me and chicky (acting cute.)

LCC and me ( tall kan?)

after pool at yoyo!!(yummy)

Me sleeping!! haha XD

me and kah mei!

went to sleep when i got back home but of course i had my shower 1st.
at night went to youth, it was special that day I think something about GLORY!
then pastors having their speeches.
went to supper with them.
After wanted to go for chicken wings but they were closed.
AWWW!!!
Craving for chicken wings!!!
so clement sent me back home cause NO CHICKEN WINGS!!!
I reached home at 1am.
Then BED when i got home.
Too tired to use the comp again.

24-01-2010

It's a sunday, kinda boring sunday.
Had breakfast with family and then went to 1B to shop.
Back home after, luckily got CRC reunion at night.
took lots of photos.
We went to kampung nelayan at bukit padang to have steamboat.
It was great. haha XD
Crazy as usual.
Pictures:

dorky us.

me and yee ling.

me and kah mei =)

me and miss chang.

group photo

three of us.

me, kah yen, yee ling and kah mei

LOVE u GIRLS =)

the senior 2 gang.

the noisiest gang in the club. hehe^^

benjamin the tallest in our club.

yee ling and me

me, yee ling, sack and eva

sack and eva are in concert band. they were there too at the same day and the same time with their club. what a coincidence! haha XD

me and kah mei =)

this monday:

at tuition's teacher's place

teacher's son is adorable!!! wanted to bring him home. haha XD
so cute o.. make u wanna pinch him on his cheeks.
AWWW.
ADORABLE. =)
Still boring at school as always.
Wish me luck.

Brenda

{ Pictures. }

6:20 PM • Saturday, January 16, 2010

Went to upperstar on a school night. i think it was a wednesday or something? forgotten cause my sister drove us there.
thanks sis!

Had fun on a school night. felt like it was still the holidays. haha XD

In the car..

at sutra. last saturday. it was ignite.

Went to supper after ignite,went back at 12.00 cause have to. Thanks clement for sending me back! At supper we countdowned nigel's birthday!
Van and shyuan left early too bad!!
Wish they were there.
School is boring but still need to go in the morning like really early in the morning.
what to do?!! haiizz

Brenda

{ Happy birthday to lots of people i know! }

1:29 AM • Sunday, January 10, 2010

So firstly to say happy birthday to Nigel Chee, stitch!!
2nd MRS. tracy!( Club adviser)
3rd tiffany tyng

wow, and many more. but don't really know them!
But hope u guys have a blast.
Smile always =)
It's important to smile.
Laugh, it's the cure to everything!
Love u guys! muacks.
xoxo, ❤

brenda

I will be there for u guys. =)

{ 1st day at school,2010 }

11:48 PM • Monday, January 4, 2010

I went to school this morning. ARGH.. not feeling like it.
But i went of course. I new class it was ok, better than last year i think.
i need to concentrate on studies so i don need attention from ppl anymore.
Haha XD i live my own life, deal with it.
Need to sleep earlier from now on.
So not ready for school right now, but it already started.
Gonna have cross country 23rd JAN.
Wow, long time no run.
So still playing until sports day ends.
So no worries.

Brenda